Today was the worst

Today has been a very bad day for me.  Just because I lugged an A4 paper box of documents from the basement car park to my client's office for a meeting, which was only a less-than-150-meter distance, I practically felt like fainting by the time I got to their office... hearing went hollow, couldn't walk straight, whole body shaking and had to sit down to rest for about an hour.

It was nice of the client's employees to have made me a cup of warm beverage and water.

....to be continued..... (really need to sleep now, extremely tired and dizzy)

Why this blog

I have been diagnosed of Non-insulinoma Pancreatogenous Hypoglyceamic Syndrome ("NIPHS") 2 months ago - after going through more than a year of frustrating, extensive medical investigations and tests.  Well, since I'm so lucky to have gotten this rare condition, I shall record what I have been going through and how I have been feeling physically and psychologically due to the "special gift", as I realised people wouldn't really bother much when you try to describe to them (can't blame them, they can't comprehend anyway).  Another reason is, i feel so much for my loving hubby, who always sees me being so weak and exhausted... it must have been hard and boring for him to hear me telling how I feel each day.  Moreover, I don't want to sound whining, so here I am, writing this blog - an emotional outlet for me other than talking to God.

Bear with my snail speed in posting, because by the time I get home from work, I'm already dead tired.  For example, on a bad day, taking bath becomes a chore; and I have to lie resting for about an hour to recover from the tiredness after that.